i’m really not, at least not yet. and frankly i have no reason not to be confident. i pretty and talented. i have a nice family and a great handful of friends- who i am confident around. yet in front of some people i loss face and become a stuttering blubbering boring mess! and i’m tired of it. i need to communicate with others more. lately i’ve been avoiding it. and i feel myself getting frustrated and bored in certain social situations. but honestly its time for that to stop!
I’m seriously working out and eating healthy now! i’m seriously going to get my life together! i’m going to write, have fun, and i’m going to organize! i will and can do this! i’m tired of blocking my own success! i will be the me i have forgotten how to be!
(Source: lisaflay)
To be able to walk around dressed this way without being embarrassed.
(via bieberandthinspo)
i will get to my goal weight!!! ideal- 115- perfect 110!
i’m not gonna be unrealistic, i got a lot of muscle so 110 mite be difficult but i’m gonna try!!!!
food so far!
banana and coffee
followed by water
water
3 carrot sticks will be my lunch
and ill see if i can get out of dinner
if i can ill have some more carrots
if not ill try to not eat to much
work out plan- run 15 min - walk 15 min - then do the work out at home set 4 times